Earlobes

I'm the best when it comes to procrastination. Which sucks. I wish I had more drive in me to do things right off the bat, instead of waiting until the last minute to finish something. Even now... here I am procrastinating.

I worked a double yesterday at the restaurant, and I'm exhausted. Its horrible. After working for so long, you need a day to recover physically and mentally. After awhile there everything starts blurring. The people, the food, your co-workers.

When I got home I couldn't even sleep. I wanted to get out, move, talk to people, but it was 2:30am, so no one would've answered. I get antsy after work, even though I'm exhausted. I can't go right to sleep.

So I watched the latest SNL episode on Hulu and finally fell asleep around 3:30am. Instead of sleeping in, which I wish I had, I woke up on my own at 8:46am, and couldn't go back to sleep. I'm not sure what is wrong with me. I know some of it is due to all the stress on my mind, but I can't trace any further reasoning.

Random thought.

When I was a kid, I used to love it when my mom would clean my ears with a Q-tip. It used to feel so good when she would pull my ear and swab the inner and outer ear clean of all the dirt and wax. She would lay my head on her lap, turn my head, the pull and swab. I was just cleaning my ears now, and I just thought about her. I used to also like it when she would put earrings into my pierced ears. It just felt good to have her do this for me. She would massage my earlobes before putting them in/taking them out, then try and get it correctly into the piercing.

I know, its so strange to be thinking of this now.

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Sigh, sigh, sigh.